Tuesday, December 8, 2009

i guess its not alright, its not okay.

came and gone.

so i had a really really bad day yesterday..
my mood was really shitty after all that happened that i feel so sorry for everyone that had to put up with me.



sometimes
we could just say things that would hurt, when we don't even mean them at all.
we could fight over some stupid issue that isn't even worth fighting about, and in the end we don't even know why and how and when it all started.
we could do dumb/irrational things, and after that ask ourselves why the hell we even did/acted like that.
we could do everything to win, when neither of us really wanted to.
we could do all of that, just to prove something that don't even need to be proved.

it was totally unnecessary and just plain stupid.
and after all of that, you just stand there and stare.
looking at the mess you made.
maybe it was too late for anything to be done, or maybe its not.
but what was it for?

nothing.
it was just impulse.


 
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